… its was a night she doesn’t want to be in vain. coming from a place within that truly desired to understand the situation, but yes- together with a measure of her fear, she just wanted to know why. why? she’s knew there was nothing for her to fear….. but she just wanted to know why? what emotions are triggering the actions? if he knows that she is truly trying…. if he knows that she wants to improve why would he not want to help the situation. he is in no wrong for deleting them, the act in itself isn’t wrong, but why? why? He says its for this very reason…. referring to her ‘mood’. she assumes he’s referring to the questions, to the ‘waste of time’. she can understand that. can he understand that she is truly trying to accept everything about him, love everything about him? can he not understand that? is it wrong of her to ask for his help by being completly open with her about everything? does she not have the right for such a request? she feels she has the right to ask, but at the same time he has the right to refuse. and with that, frankly, it all boils down to compromisation. how much are you willing to give up? how much can you live without, while still maintaining your authenticity? she’s beginning to realize this, she is beginning to understand this, she is beginning to accept this.
